And as 2010 comes to an end.......

I found my list of resolution for this year, amd it goes like this...

1) To complete this year in the same job. ie. one EA 2010 form
This one looks very much like happening

2) 6 packs this year
Almost haha... maybe I might need a better goal.

3) Have a min of RM1K of additional money
I dont know how i did it, but it looks promising so far...

4) Promotion opportunity?
Well, i see it coming, i see it going, i see may be next time......

5) Strategize an investment plan
First and foremost, going to register a business.... Think of what to do later.. :P

6) Save one person
I might have, I might have not... But my thing is to encourage when I can and where I can..

But i think this has been a good year for me.... why?

1) I steped on the top of Kinabalu and got my best friend Azim and my Parents up as well
2) I got a new passport and it has Singapore and Australian stamps on it...
3) I ran my first ever marathon on Penang Bridge
4) I hiked Gunung Irau

What do I want to accomplish next year?

I will think about it in December.
At the moment, Bali is in the list :)

God's Plans VS Our Plans

Here it comes again round the corner of the day that started it all for us. Whilst people forget, but most have not forgotten, its not about partying and countdowns but its about the birth of a Saviour.

He who saves us from demons of the past, and of the current and of the future.


Many paint a pucture of the devil as a red creature with tail and horns. But his work is to drive our hearts away. With emotional issues, social issues, and more often than not financial issues.


I have always be in a long hard battle with financial issues. My heart never failed to be burdened by it. Always thinking because of these debts, I would never have the ability to proceed in life. I sit with my friends, and all making plans to travel, to visit various places, I sit and smile, hoping that someday, maybe someday.... I plan, to save, but never accumulated enough before the next inevitable big expenses comes along.

But what I didn't know is, God has already planned it for me.

One day, I took out all my statements, my credit cards place them infront of me, and closed my eyes, and said "Father, I give up.. I cant fight this fight anymore, I am tired, I am done. I surrender these to you, I cant do it any further."


Oh how i wish that i find a bag of money in my car the next day or the bank's systems had some virus that wiped out all records of debts. But I still have to pay the consequences of my financial mistakes of the past.


But God is faithful, for He is our Provider. Soon after that, I had a vision, an angel handed me a golden pot. I searched for ages to understand what that means. I found, Gold means God's Purity, Rounded Pot symbolizes infinity, and what is in it? I found that the golden pot holds manna meaning God's provision. My prayer answered.


Today I sit here, a week ago, I was on a plane back from a trip I couldn't have ever dreamed of making for the next five years (at least).

I was in Australia for 11 days, my trip was fully paid for, I had fine dinners in places that my friends on a trip would never have afford. And I got paid allowances on that trip, made many international friends, and by the way, no annual leave deducted.










Fine Dinner Overlooking the whole of sydney, at that moment, the view is of Darling Harbour













At Twelve Apostles at Port Campbell National Parks along the Great Ocean Road





God is faithful, His Grace exceeds our ability to understand. No way I could have done this without God's grace.

Back to Basics

I suddenly realize that its been a year since i actually blogged...

Sometimes I wonder, why bother? Who's going to be interested to read it anyway? But then again, I looked back into one of my blogs it has One comment.... Well, to many successful bloggers, they may be thinking "WHAT JUST ONE?" But i guess if it happens to encourage one person, it's done its job.

I have the feeling that I should continue writing. I like to write about motivational stuff. Whats the point of griping and gossips. Many people may like it, but then again, it doesn't make anyone's life better.

Today I was at a kindergarten concert and family day. When the littke boys and girls "graduate" from kindergarten, I see parents bringing out many different types of quality camera's.

I thought to myself, the parents are so proud of their children. Its so sweet, they are probably going to develop the photographs and put them up on a shelf, on their desks, on the wall. All such sweet memories of proud moments.

Fastforward 12 years, when they are 17, how many of the parents will still be proud? How many of the children still honours their parents as the are doing now? How many of the parents will be filled with disappointment and longing back at these proud moments?

I am not trying to condem anyone's future but its just a socioligical truth.

I pray, that these kids will grow up and are able to keep the parents proud. May they be blessed with an understanding that what they are is God's gift to them, Their parents are doing the best they can to give them the best they can have so that they can be the best that they can be, what they will be is their gift back to their parents, and to God.